Thursday, April 12, 2007

How Michaela is doing

Hey everybody.How is everyone?I really miss yall.I have been to 8 different churches here.My original church is so small we go to other churches.I miss having a youth group.Dont get me wrong,i like it here.I have met a lot of great people here.Ive met one girl named courtney and she plays keyboard and sings for her church.She reminds me of Ayrian.She has really helped me with getting to know everybody at school and has been a close friend.So yeah im well taken care of.lol.But i still miss MY church.There are a lot of churches here and they're all small.So i havent heard a decent choir in a while.lol.Cant wait to come visit.And tell yall how differently they do things here.
i love and miss you all.

-Michaela

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

The Memories

Memories
What are they to me?
They are precious to me
To think of the best past times
Life and love burns in my soul
People,places
Help me to keep them in my mind
To think of them often
May they never lose their splendour
They are such a light to me in my darkest hours
They caress my heart
I would not trade anything for my memories
Help me to seize every moment
To savour life and time
Help me to remember what should never be forgotten
To think of people who love me
All we have been through
A smile always comes to me
Memories
They are dear to me
They are locked away in me forever...

Friday, April 6, 2007

arkansas

it really isnt all that bad but right now i am so insecure. i feel like i have nothing to stand on. like i dont have a home. but i do. wichita falls will always be home. but not being there everyday or seeing my friends on a regular basis, really kills me. being pulled away from my life isnt exactly my idea of fun. but thanks to all my friends who are there for me right now. i feel like they are the only thing to really stand on. everything to me is so uncertain. ill admit im scared bout all this. its like im floating in nothingness right now like i dont have anywhere to really belong. i hope this feeling blows over soon. i really am grateful to my friends who tell me ill do good here in arkansas and that they love me and theyll miss me. those words mean more to me than they realize.and they know who they are. thanks, i love n miss yall too.