arkansas

it really isnt all that bad but right now i am so insecure. i feel like i have nothing to stand on. like i dont have a home. but i do. wichita falls will always be home. but not being there everyday or seeing my friends on a regular basis, really kills me. being pulled away from my life isnt exactly my idea of fun. but thanks to all my friends who are there for me right now. i feel like they are the only thing to really stand on. everything to me is so uncertain. ill admit im scared bout all this. its like im floating in nothingness right now like i dont have anywhere to really belong. i hope this feeling blows over soon. i really am grateful to my friends who tell me ill do good here in arkansas and that they love me and theyll miss me. those words mean more to me than they realize.and they know who they are. thanks, i love n miss yall too.